i said: i so wish to call u honey, kiss u, tell u how much i love u n hv u by my side n hug u so tight. sobs. anyway, u also must drink more water k.

he said: i so wish to do that also. sigh. how i just wish everything is so fine for us.

i said: everything will be fine de. i've alr realised and learn abt the prob. i'm alr constantly reminding myself wat i shud do. i just need u back badly. )':

he said: u so sure and confident bout it this time?

i said: yes i'll get better de. even tho i cant be completely chng immediately, but im sure i'll get better de.

he said: i've been thinking bout it too. but im afraid if its too soon then things will go back to bad agn.

i said: u mean u're afraid we'll keep havin arguments over lil issues? i've alr gone thru the toughness n i wont wan to go thru it agn for 2nd time. so i'm sure i'll learn to talk to u n discuss over things instead of letting my emotions tk ctrl den think complicated n get angry

he said: im glad to know that. (= maybe we can give ourselves a couple more days or til sat. to completely sort out our thots and then be ready to get back.

i said: sigh. hao ba. i hope it'll only be til tmr. cuz every single day like tat is really very tough.

he said: i'll hope so too. (:

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whatever the issues, look at it as it is.
i may get unhappy he dun do sth for me soon, but it dun mean he wont at all.
so no need to get unhappy at all.

this is the one chance.
treasure him and chng myself.
only den we can have our beautiful world to come.
we can make it thru.

control my temper and my emotions.
discuss and talk nicely with him, dun flare up.

give everything.
sacrifices to take, commitments to make.

do all it takes.
keep things simple.

its all in the mind.
we will make it thru.

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